

Firsts
2022-02-24 · 17 min · ★ 6.0
On the eve of Chinese New Year, Steven, a closeted Chinese international student living in New Zealand oppressed by the expectations of his parents, plans to lose his virginity to a stranger that he meets online.
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- Directors
- Jesse Ung
- Production companies
- New Zealand Film Commission, Script to Screen, Zsofi Pictures, Department of Post
- Countries
- New Zealand
- Status
- Released
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