

Cognitive
2019-08-01 · 14 min · ★ 8.0
The story follows a gay man as he confronts the psychological trauma and homophobic conditioning inflicted by his strict religious upbringing. Through painful self-reckoning, he fights to overcome spiritual abuse, dismantle ingrained guilt, and reclaim his identity and mind.
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- Directors
- Mat Hayes
- Production companies
- Mark Hayes Productions
- Countries
- United States of America
- Status
- Released
- Budget
- USD 15,000
Top Cast
Mat HayesDavid
Daniel RobaireJonathan
Jessalyn GilsigReverend Wynn
Erica TazelNurse Alisse
Del ShoresBrother Elymas
Zakary RisingerYoung David
Jackie MahDr. Marston
Shane AlmagorWebb
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