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down the drain of myself
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down the drain of myself

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Drama

Iol dreamlike relives fragments of his childhood, eventually admitting to an eating disorder that he has suppressed ever since.

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Directors
Oliver S. Roca
Production companies
Producciones Dosmentes
Countries
Spain
Status
Post Production

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Alberto LunaIol
Pilar AlcobaRosina
Mercè Batlleàvia
Oliver S. RocaOliver S. Rocapresentador de TV (voz)

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