
Holger und ich.
2025-02-06 · 19 min · Not rated
Holger Diekmann was a singer, bass player, and drummer in multiple local bands throughout his short life. Filmmaker Jonas Helmerichs sets out to learn what kind of person his late uncle was. Intimate family portrait and exploration of grief, depression, and death.
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- Jonas Helmerichs
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- Universität Hildesheim, Komakino
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- USD 100
- Revenue
- USD 100
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