

i dreamt of this, Esther
2023-04-25 · 20 min · ★ 10.0
After returning from college, a girl's controlling mother triggers her relapse into eating disorders and substance abuse in an effort to regain her autonomy.
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- Directors
- Nicole Santiago
- Production companies
- Vargas Productions, SKP Productions, Manic Shape Media
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- Status
- Released
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